Wide Awake

I've had a very rough couple of weeks and stuff that happened was very stupid, but all I can do is move on and worry what really matters.  I can't dwell on the bad things, but just remember the good things.  It's time to forgive and forget and just start living.  I have great people in my life and I'm blessed to have them.  I need to start anew, a fresh start with everyone, think positive, no more negative, tell the truth whether it hurts others or not.  No more drama.  Happy times and great memories.  If there is no one around to help me, then I will contact my father in the sky for his guidance and just pray and listen to him.  If I have hurt anyone because of my stubbornness, I'm truly sorry.  I'm wide awake and I need to take care of what really matters.  It's time to let go of the bad and bring in the new.  Time for me to invite new people in my life.  To start over.  The friends I have will always be in my heart and will be welcomed into my open arms whenever they choose to.  All I can do is focus on school, my internship, Brian, Marriage Prep, and planning my wedding.