Crappy Life

Why is there so many cruel people and they want to start fights with people that they have know for a long time and they're jealous of them and they do very stupid things to friends.  I trusted people that I shouldn't have trusted and now I have ruined the best relationship with person that meant a lot to me.  Brian is away  and I'm here with no shoulder to lean on.  What a crappy life this turned out to be.