This new beginning will have difficult challenges.  Big adult responsibilities.  1. taking care of Brian when he comes home.  Taking him to his doctor appointments.  Driving him to work.  Helping him around the house, washing him and bathing him.  2.  Planning a wedding, where we should have is the question, engagement photos, save the dates, colors, my girls, his boys, so much to plan and I have a year to plan it. 3. Try to enjoy the summer, getting use to living in the state that I love, I usually go back to Wisconsin for the summer to be with my family, but now my new life has started and living on my own with Brian. 4.  Find a job or internship if i can find one, this society is so corrupt,  jobs are hard to come by.  A huge commitment is on the way.