I am different than all my peers. I don’t want to be a clone or follow someone’s
lead, I want to take my own trail and be successful down it, not be put down
and be manipulated to do other things. I
use to not care of what others think about me, I did in High school, but now I’m
a senior in College. When I started
College after high school, I didn't have a lot of friends and I was okay with
that. I loved being on my own, and doing
my own things. I had a car and went grocery
shopping went to church every Sunday or Saturday. When I came to Florida for more schooling I
met so many people and I had great friends, but I didn't want to get close,
when I came to Beacon College, I was really quiet, didn't really open up to
anyone. My whole life I was bullied and
the fact is I feeling would people still be bullies. I had actually a couple great friends and two
best friends. My views changed when I
hang out with them. There is a lot of
things that I don’t agree or believe in because of my religion and I was always
told that I’m judging. I stopped going
to Mass, Something got into my head that you don’t have to go to church to pray
to god. So I stopped going, and I lost
myself for not going. I started swearing
like a sailor, I have never sworn so much in my life and I did things that I
shouldn't have done. If I just went to
school and stayed in my apartment, I would be in the same Marta that first came
to Florida. I use to write and read, and
I don’t do that anymore. I love writing,
I started writing at age 11, and one of my stories went to a local Fair and got
the Grand Prize Winner and from that day I kept writing. One day my dream is to become an Author,
whether its poetry, Novels, series, doesn't matter what I write. My real interest is Anthropology/
Archaeology, one of these days I will go on to my schooling to get my Master’s
in Anthropology/Archaeology. I would
love to travel the world and do excavations in Egypt and see the Great Wall of
China, Mayan Temples, Stonehenge, the Catacombs in Paris, or Haunted places in
Europe. History has always been my
favorite thing; the second favorite is Horses, and then writing, and then
art. Painting and Stain glass is my
favorite. I can’t wait for my senior year;
I’m only going to worry about school and nothing else. Sometimes I really think, I made a mistake returning to Beacon, I should've went to a school that had my degree, but I made a mistake, I have bad regrets. I'm only human.
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