I believe i have started World War 3. Everyone makes mistakes even if they think they're right or wrong. Me and my Fiance just had the worse couple of days and weeks. We have been planning of going to Wisconsin and Chicago to visit family and we were forced to stop because we were told that we couldn't drive for 18 hours to our destination and that Brian still isn't well, and Brian won't be able to drive. Brian got cleared to drive after him being in the hospital and he has drove to Disney on the highway and everything, and still that's not satisfied. I seriously don't understand why we need permission to go home and see family. Just because nobody thinks we can drive that long drive.
I have said somethings that I shouldn't have said, but I had too. I'm in the middle of fights that doesn't even need to happen. These people that I just started something, was going to be my family and i know that they dont want me now, the only person is still my fiance. Right now i don't care what I said. I have a voice and I'm going to use it, if i see something or hear something that I don't agree i will say something.
Whenever I have children and if they need money for anything, I will give it. God gave us the grace and compassion to take care of our children and give them the needs that we can give them. Someone i know is in a situation, where there care and he's in pain and I don't know how to help him. Today I was with him and he had a big extremely panic attack, I will always be there with him, but I believe we're now extremely alone. He has been through a lot and he can't even get help or kindness from his own.
World War 3 is started because I have said things to two parents that has treated me and my fiance like children and complaining that we live in Florida, when that was my choice to live not my fiance, but my fiance wanted to live with me in florida and he likes his job down here. Someone likes a lot of control and I told him that he has no control over me and I told him he can't tell me what to do, he's not my father, i'm not his daughter, and I told him that he treats us like shit especially like my fiance. I was also called Gold digger, by him so many times that i lost it and said that I'm marrying your son not your family. His father this whole time has only thought i was going after my fiance's money, and I really could careless about the money, being in relationship isn't about money.
I just hope there is forgiveness in the future, but if not it's okay, I have my family and my fiance.
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