Thursday, December 11, 2014

A True Man Cries

I have someone in my life that is afraid to show his true self.  He feels that his friends will judge him if he shows them who he really is.  I grew up in a very close knit family, me and brother have really great parents.  They cherish one another with great love.  Best Friends for life!  I have always dreamed to be with someone like my father.  A Prince with chivalry, a brave knight, a man who tells me everything, and a man that cries.  A true man show his true feelings to the woman that he truly loves.  He doesn’t keep secrets, he’s not mean, he is always there for you.

I grew up in a very loving home.  The only fights in my house was just stupid sibling stuff.  My parents never fought, never raised their voices at each other.  My parents have True Love just like Snow White and her Prince, Cinderella and Prince Charming, Sleepy Beauty and Prince Phillip.  That’s what I wish to have.

My Prince thinks he’s broken, he thinks that I don’t want to be with a damaged man.  A monster, like Frankenstein or Eric from Phantom of the Opera.  He thinks I’m not going to love him for what he is or what happened to him.  Ever since he has been diagnose with this cancer, I have never left his side.  I have always been there for him.  If it was other girls and I have been told by other girls, they would have not stayed with him, they would've broke off their relationship because they didn't want a Cancer boyfriend/fiancĂ© and I would never do that.

I understand that he is sick, but that doesn't stop me from loving him.  In sickness and in health, that is one of lines when you say your vows when you get married.  I think I have done my part really well, even though I’m not married to him yet.  I know that me and him have been having some problems, but that doesn't mean I’m giving up on us.  He needs to do his part too.  He needs to be open and show people who he truly is.  Everyone loves and looks out for him, he needs to start appreciating that.  If they judge him because he’s showing who he truly is, then they’re not his true friends.

Stop hiding behind a mask.  Start being yourself, be the man you were supposed to be.  It’s time to cry, laugh, love, take your responsibility seriously, and live.  Stop thinking you have to be some tough guy, start being a soft marshmallow.  You are suppose to be a kind, compassionate, loving, caring, responsible, frugal, gracious, and a  nice beautiful person.  Not a man who is heartless and mean.

It’s time to be the true man that cries!

XOXO