Bored out of my Mind

Summer has started and I'm completely bored.  Brian is home, working at Beacon College in the IT department, going to therapy for his leg and hand.  For me I'm jobless, nothing, didn't find any or no one is hiring.  This country is so corrupt and jobs are really hard to come by.  All i have been doing is watching Netflix and walking around in nature parks.

What i love to do is paint and write, I've been on a writers block in such awhile, i can't even think on what to write, and the same with painting.  I have no energy to do anything.  Now i really need to focus what i need to do with my life.  I start my senior year of college this fall and i hope great opportunities start happening.

I really wish i can get up and go to far away places and see new things, or even live there.   I want to travel the world and experience  new cultures, ride elephants in India and eat Indian food. I want to do new things, not the same things I do every day.  I want to go Egypt see the pyramids and all the sites.  I want to be a world explorer and take pictures and videos of everything i did.  What's sad I haven't found myself yet, haven't expected who I am.

I hope my future will be what i dreamed of.